VenusSatanas

How can I fit all of my life's experiences and accomplishments into one page, into a few paragraphs? Is a magician's autobiography just a list of the things that they have done or accomplished? These and other questions lead me to re-write this biography of mine from a different perspective.

Who I am is just as much of a part of what I am, and where I came from. where I am going is just as important as where I've been.

As of this writing, I am now thirty and in the middle of my Saturn Return. this is a special time, when astrologically, Saturn returns to its original position at the time of your birth. for some this is not an easy time, there are a lot of things to face and for me the key word is 'responsibility'. for me it has been a benefit because I can see that I have had to let go of the things that were preventing my success, and I have reformed my ideas and my vision into something new, over time. I see the benefit of Saturn's return from a Satanists perspective as well, and for me it is related to the Saturnine or 'Satanic' current that is within my life, in my heart, mind and soul..

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My Recent Projects:

Very important project for me is the HISS [Horde of Independent Satanists] - co-created with nocTifer [of satanservice.org]. Both of us are independent Satanists and we combined our experience at the HISS yahoogroup to discuss independent satanism, and offer the possibility of apprenticeship to serious students of the left hand path. We are not an organization, but instead, we are a group of peers that share ideas and knowledge about methods of independent Satanism.

In my free time, I serve as an editor at KIA metaphysical wiki. KIA is the creation of the chaote magickan Anton Channing. KIA is a wiki that was made specifically as an open-source sorcery project. feel free to visit the Kia Wiki to search for anything Occult. Also, visit the page that lists my Contributions at KIA Wiki. My research is on mythology, satanism, demonology and the occult. As one of the few magical and metaphysical wikis, it is a growing resource for people of all paths.

My Beliefs/Non-Beliefs:

I am an Independent Satanist. This represents independence from any unifying belief, idea or creed as is found in organizational Satanism. What I try to support and encourage in others is honesty, intelligence and rationalism. There are other social issues that I agree with. I support those who choose to live a gay lifestyle, because I believe that life is for living and people should be able to do as they please. It's a social rights issue. It's about personal freedom and liberty from the general, 'religious moralist' ideas of society. These are the same moralists that try to prohibit gay marriage.

There are, however some things that I do not support. I oppose senseless violence/brutality/torture, and cruelty towards people and animals. I also oppose hypocrisy, religious fundamentalism and zealotry. I oppose racial ideologies, like Nazism. I do not think that Nazism has any place within Satanic practices and beliefs. And I hate people who litter, you know who you are.

Origins of Darkness...

I was awakened to the potential of the black flame at the age of thirteen. it seems that so many satanists begin to practice in their teens. Satanism came into my life in the form of a book: "The Church of Satan: A History of the World's Most Notorious Religion" from Blanche Barton. this book enlightened me to the notions of what Satanism represented in modern terms. I was enchanted by the darkness, it lit the flame of desire in my heart and I eventually decided to create a Pact with Satan so that I could declare myself as a satanist, in an initiation ritual.

It seems that most teen satanists are coming from a reactionary environment, and they are trying to break away from the dominance of a christian household, where they find Satanism to be a liberating and rebellious experience. in my situation, I did not come from a christian upbringing. in fact, my mother had a deep interest in astrology, and was not christian herself. Because of this, my interest in Satanism was not a rebellion from any specific former religion. I never identified with the christian faith enough to call it my own. to me it was about asserting my authority and tapping into the dark power of Satan. Over time, my knowledge and experience of Satan had evolved from basic worship, into my own personal Satanic Spirituality, and I discuss this concept in my essay, "The Force of Satan".

In my teens I experimented with Witchcraft [Buckland's] , and i read the The Satanic Bible [LaVey]and I discovered the The Necronomicon [simon]. But, I also became involved with a relationship that would make me abandon my spiritual pursuits for nearly seven years. This was a dark time for me, and in many ways I feel that it was time that was wasted. But, when I finally broke free, then I was able to be myself again and continue on my journey of Satanism. I re-dedicated myself in 2004, under a new purpose and direction. I created another pact with Satan.

Along with this, I decided to create this website, Theistic Satanism and Magick, a place where I could write about my experiences, and present researched topics related to Satanism, magic and the Occult. At the time, I was experimenting with certain types of magic, like chaos magic and elemental magic. it lead me into experimenting with the goetia. after a ritual to a specific demon for a certain request, my life changed forever. I met the one who would later become my husband Bill - who has had experience in magic practices for over 30 years. We were married on Halloween Eve of 2006. My husband is not a Satanist, but he appreciates me, loves me, and supports my efforts in whatever I want to do.

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My Website, and Videos

My website has been successful, and because of this I decided to create my channel on youtube in 2007. This channel is an extension of my SpiritualSatanist Website. My focus is to discuss the theories and practices of Spiritual, and Theistic Satanism, magic and demonology. Now, there are over two thousand subscribers at my video channel. I also set up the Spiritual Satanist Blog last year, because I needed a place where I could post important updates and information, and answer questions from my readers.

Venus Satanas Interviews:

I have also been interviewed by others who are interested in my work in Satanism. On January 29, 2008, Amy Jones from Kerrang Radio interviewed me on the topic of Satanism.
I was also interviewed at the Occult social networking site, MagickCircles.com, on November 23rd, 2008.
My latest interview was at the blog The Asmoday Experiment, titled 'Profile of a Darkworker, Venus Satanas' on January 23rd, 2009. If you would like to interview me for your site or blog, let me know by sending me an Email, and we can discuss details.

Latest Project: "Masters of Invocation" CD

I was invited by JadeSol Luna, Kindra RavenMoon, Helene Delcroix, Raven Digitalis, and the producers of Legatus Records to chant an invocation for their new upcoming CD, titled "The Masters of Invocation". I created a ritual and I performed my invocation, and from this chant they created a song track titled "Invocation to the Infernal Ones". The musical style is an experimental genre called Dark Ritual Ambient

This CD is already being described as "The Darkest music in all Creation" by Wiccans and those on the LHP. The JSL INC label has set the tone for a new type of music called "Ritual Black Ambient". This CD consists of Helene Delcroix, Raven Digitalis, Jade Sol Luna, Venus Satanas, Kindra RavenMoon and Matt James.

"A brilliant CD that should set the tone for a new generation Mystics, those on the LHP, Wiccans or anyone involved in ritual"-Whole Life Times

"Possibly some of the most haunting Invocations ever recorded!-Legatus Records

"Whole Life Times already called it, 'The Darkest CD ever Recorded' and gave it 5 out of five stars~!"

to Order This CD, visit this link..
"Masters of Invocation" CD

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